belief continues on…
66 – highway speed. looking for the inspiration. maybe i need to look at it. i’m being carved. and it hurts. no nice way to put it. it hurts but it’s good. define the moment. consider, don’t conclude. look, don’t be caught. ask, wait. consider again, don’t conclude. the flame burns hot. places i can’t go. taking me places i can’t go alone. that’s the beauty of uncertainty. it requires trust ;) i trust in him. even in my pressured moment i will hold fast know that this is but once more a test. where have my roots settled? do i have a grounding; understanding or faith to keep waiting? to keep going forward. will i continue to come even in broken[ness] to be filled up one more time. is it too much to ask to be filled once more? even if i can’t see the other end. i know he sees the other end. i know there is light on the other side; no, look: there’s light even in this midst. even now- light.
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—— allllwayss….
Whazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzup????? Dude, school for me ends this weekend… freedom before more torture (yippeeee!!!!) :P But I need your cell number again mate, cuz I deleted my myspace account… and then remade it, lol, so the message you sent me that contained your number no longer exists, lol. But what all is new? In the time between when we last talked and now… I asked the girl out to the prom, she said yes, I had a great time, we went out for a little, then I found out she was a psycho crazy person with no self respect and a bit of a habit of manipulating and using people, so I ended everything. So right now I’m in the limbo between “I miss the girl” and “I despise the girl”, ya know? Besides that, I got a job at Manson Construction doing manly work, lol. Pays about $12 an hour. And um…… what else…….. *brain fart* guess nothing. But yeah man, miss you ;) You need to come out here this summer. Or I will stalk you. :P Muwahahaha “Dude, there’s a hella skinny, hunched over guy in a bathrobe following us and grunting in Dwarvish.”
Later ;)
Seth