He’s just like that.
Sometimes I get overwhelmed by my own inability to be wholehearted for God. Sometimes He lets me see how great the distance is between my heart and His and I ask, “How then will I ever be mature? My heart is so far from you!”
Sometimes I wonder if I lived in more dire circumstances, if that would cause me to live more like Christ (if I didn’t have the distraction of being American). But I can’t go there for long, it’s pointless, I know He desired me to live during this time right where I am.
He just whispers, “I want this to be impossible for you Michael, because I want to make it possible by My Life in you.” So I’m left with Him, I don’t despise where I am or where the Bride is, I can on only go deeper.
I’m challenged to pray for the needy, to take care of the poor, to contend for my city and for my nation, etc. I don’t want to do it apart from Him.
If you’re interested, here are a few verses that struck my heart. Matt 19:28 | Rev 19:7 and many more…
We’re interested. We love you a lot, and want to be there with you. We are, in spirit, and will be in body as soon as ours heal up! xox
Love your heart MC!